A worry with an unknown answer or explanation can lead someone who only wishes to be good being stuck with a sense of guilt and despair.
artwork © 2024 Alex Cockburn
artwork © 2024 Alex Cockburn
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This whole picture Explain how i feel right now.
ATM im Sick with a depression (I Never ever had one before so this is new to me) so im standby on my workplace.
At the same time i feel so Guilty and shameless to myself im staying home and cant be at work to help and do what i do every day.
Ppl around me and even my coworkers tell me i have NOTHING to fell shame or guilty about, because that can happen to everyone, even the best.
Iknow what they say is correct.. but its a invisible felling that flowding over my head telling me "How can you sleep at night with so much guilt? you do nothing"
So yerh this Picture is very strong to me and explain everything thats going on in my life atm
ATM im Sick with a depression (I Never ever had one before so this is new to me) so im standby on my workplace.
At the same time i feel so Guilty and shameless to myself im staying home and cant be at work to help and do what i do every day.
Ppl around me and even my coworkers tell me i have NOTHING to fell shame or guilty about, because that can happen to everyone, even the best.
Iknow what they say is correct.. but its a invisible felling that flowding over my head telling me "How can you sleep at night with so much guilt? you do nothing"
So yerh this Picture is very strong to me and explain everything thats going on in my life atm
Every god damn day of my life. For those of you who feel this, it's probably just depression or something you've been trained to feel!
I spent my entire life not being thanked for anything, being ground down, judged, told I was lazy and told all my mental issues were just me being sensitive. Now I'm just getting on the other side of that and it's a long LONG journey.
Love yourself. YOu are doing great.
I spent my entire life not being thanked for anything, being ground down, judged, told I was lazy and told all my mental issues were just me being sensitive. Now I'm just getting on the other side of that and it's a long LONG journey.
Love yourself. YOu are doing great.
Sudden guilt for being happy, or being healthy, feeling like "No...this isn't right..there's bad things, I can't fix those. How can I be happy"
Those sometimes hit me before I get the anxiety attacks of "Something is wrong" and my brain/body won't tell me what it is
Those sometimes hit me before I get the anxiety attacks of "Something is wrong" and my brain/body won't tell me what it is
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