"I'm a..."
"-A guy? That's not what people see in me anymore. Not in a long time.
Not like anyone really saw me to be begin with.
Even my own family simply bought the cookie cutter excuse of me studying abroad.
It's all about cute ol' Sylvy-channy Γ me~"
"But Hector-"
"-He's the exception, not the rule and I know that's part of the issue here.
That's why my heart yearns for him, now more than ever.
I'm not even sure how I've held on for so long."
"He still sees me as his-"
"-Bro? I'm not that dumb am I? How many times do I need to remind myself I'm not interested in being mere friends anymore.
Even he's starting to treat me differently: as a burden. He's exhausted, drained because he needs to carry my indecisive furry bosom.
I was never given the light of day before this whole mess. But now? NOW?!"
"... ... ... I finally stand a chance... is that it?... "
"I can seize it, by force even if I have to."
"I've compared my situation to the ship of Theseus before and now I'm just left wondering...
how much of that old worthless broken ship is worth keeping?"
.
.
.
"I should let me just be free. Just... accepting it would be nice. I'm tired of fighting myself..." I'll be taking a small break from "Arc 2" of the Sylveon Saga
So... Things are well. BUT WAIT!
You get to fix this! Yes YOU!Β
I'll have Vince's decision be community voted!:
The "Sylveon Saga" will be on pause while poll is going. With some Hector content being sprinkled here and there.
So here's the plan, the poll will only initially be opened to $10+ members.
I'll increase it to $5+ members 2 days before the deadline and $3+ a day before. So stay sharp, stay alert!.
Go ahead and get voting! [LINK HERE! https://www.patreon.com/posts/117198404 ]. β¬ οΈ
If you're not interested in becoming a long term Patron, the Poll is also available for a 1 time purchase of $3 (it's the cheapest Patreon allows me to make it.)
And yes. this art piece is a reference. Kudos to anyone who gets it
"-A guy? That's not what people see in me anymore. Not in a long time.
Not like anyone really saw me to be begin with.
Even my own family simply bought the cookie cutter excuse of me studying abroad.
It's all about cute ol' Sylvy-channy Γ me~"
"But Hector-"
"-He's the exception, not the rule and I know that's part of the issue here.
That's why my heart yearns for him, now more than ever.
I'm not even sure how I've held on for so long."
"He still sees me as his-"
"-Bro? I'm not that dumb am I? How many times do I need to remind myself I'm not interested in being mere friends anymore.
Even he's starting to treat me differently: as a burden. He's exhausted, drained because he needs to carry my indecisive furry bosom.
I was never given the light of day before this whole mess. But now? NOW?!"
"... ... ... I finally stand a chance... is that it?... "
"I can seize it, by force even if I have to."
"I've compared my situation to the ship of Theseus before and now I'm just left wondering...
how much of that old worthless broken ship is worth keeping?"
.
.
.
"I should let me just be free. Just... accepting it would be nice. I'm tired of fighting myself..." I'll be taking a small break from "Arc 2" of the Sylveon Saga
So... Things are well. BUT WAIT!
You get to fix this! Yes YOU!Β
I'll have Vince's decision be community voted!:
Will Vince let his inner Sylveon blossom or shall he hold on and stay the course?The "Sylveon Saga" will be on pause while poll is going. With some Hector content being sprinkled here and there.
So here's the plan, the poll will only initially be opened to $10+ members.
I'll increase it to $5+ members 2 days before the deadline and $3+ a day before. So stay sharp, stay alert!.
Go ahead and get voting! [LINK HERE! https://www.patreon.com/posts/117198404 ]. β¬ οΈ
If you're not interested in becoming a long term Patron, the Poll is also available for a 1 time purchase of $3 (it's the cheapest Patreon allows me to make it.)
And yes. this art piece is a reference. Kudos to anyone who gets it
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It's informing me of something alright, but not that.
Tangent aside, I think I know what you're actually more curious about with the votes X3
I think the most important thing here would be communication. Speaking with Hector about how Vince feels.
You dont see the worth of that broken ship, but Hector see what you cant accept. That you are worthy to fight for.
Having him decided to embrace it all at once is a bit of an extreme reaction and feels more like a coping mechanism rather than a healthy mental change.
Maybe he could download some self health books, and LGBTQ literature to learn more about themselves and decide how they truly identify and move forward in a more healthy way.
I alwyas like post-tfs where the tfee becomes more confident with their new body but in a story like this it feels like jumping from one extreme to another just because itβs easier rather than what they truly want
Sometimes, things and options are sinply mutually exclusive.
I'm fine either way xD
.... Somehow? XD
that way she's get to show him what she experienced instead of just talking about it!
Very curious to see where this goes...
Seriously though, this seems impossible to have a "correct" answer. What is this secondary "voice"? It seems rather extreme for it to be a separate entity, but it's *so* aggressive, that it seems almost entirely separate from Vince himself. As you've mentioned in a separate post, Vince, in trying to maintain a "middle road", balancing being his "old self"- or at least as close as possible- and being the cheery and bombastic "Sylvy-chan" on-stream, practically unrecognizable from how Hector knows him as, he's struggling to do either, barely functioning as an adult by himself, with immense stress from his time spent streaming, the choices for him here are two extremes. Him trying to remain as the same "Vince" from before will almost inevitably fail, barely functioning as he is, and- although this could be my bias, or overreaching in general- potentially have him remain in some sort of identity discomfort, as he'd lock himself out of most, if not all experimentation. While completely adopting Sylvy as her(?) identity would result in such a significant shift of personality, almost assuredly resulting in causing Hector immense worry, seeing such a drastic change of someone close to him, over (I forget how long but) seemingly a few days to a couple weeks, likely reminding him of a similar scenario back when Vince/Sylvy "evolved", and what if this *is* a genuine "hostile takeover", and this "voice" *is* a separate entity? Neither option seems like it'd end well for Vince/Sylvy, however *not* picking has been shown to fail, as well, I do hope/wish there is/was a way for this to end well, perhaps more of a 20/80 or 80/20 split of these options? We'll see, whatever you come up with.
holy shit this took forever, all for it to be practically unreadable, lol. 3-4 months late as well, so posting this doesn't matter anyway, hahaha, still fun to write out, though, feel free to say "this shit sucks lmao" or whatever, I'd love to know what I got wrong, nothing works as well, as it's unlikely that you care about this comment section, given how long it's been.