I've been sleeping very poorly for the last week, I lie down until the last minute, until I start to pass out.
I'm taking a bunch of sedatives and vitamins, apparently nothing helps.
Today seems to have been the last straw, in the morning I had my worst nightmare.
I was always most afraid that something terrible would happen, like a war, some kind of natural disaster, etc. And that I would have nowhere to run with a bunch of my cats.
Well, my sick brain thought that it would be cool to implement such a plot.
There was some kind of horror, like in the 2012 movie. I don't really remember what exactly happened, but I still remember the wild fear and horror from the impossibility of doing anything.
In short, because of my poverty, I am now constantly haunted by flashbacks that if something suddenly happens, I will no longer be able to help them, because I drove myself into this situation.....


My Life - Imagine Dragons