I've been meaning to do this for so long. I don't know why I was hesitant to edit my sona. I've always been of the idea that he should reflect the real me. Like it would be dishonest to deviate from what I look like.
I've only ever drawn him whenever I've felt down. Somehow, it made me feel better charging part of my pain on him. But that's such an unfair thing to do. I ended up with a version of myself defined by my worst.
There's some strong reasons why I joined this fandom with a nameless 'RED snow leopard' and aside from his nose, all I ever managed to do was dress him up in a piece of red clothing as an attempt to make it make sense. Becase actual red on a snow leopard? That's absurd, right?? But now that I embraced the absurd, the unrealistic, the dishonest, he's never looked more like me.
FYI: red is my least favourite color