Oh I really did fall into some really bad artblock

Yes, that's a lot of words haha

Unfortunately I have to leave my job (it’s been about 5 months now) and I still couldn't found my place in all this haha
I miss my job because I worked 5 years in a row and I used to help people to find spare parts for their household appliances (washing machines, dishwashers, stoves, etc.)
And I can’t say that I loved it so far but I definitely grown into this through time
But now I can’t work as hard as I used to work in here and this makes it harder to find a job (with such experience behind you)
I can't stand on my feet for that long, I can't carry heavy things, and I always felt tired, like after two or three hours of work.
It’s kinda get me haha
They already find me a replacement and there is no way that my ex-boss calls me back
I know that it is silly and I won't be able to work there anyway because of my health buuuut
Still I think about it much

I decided that working from home would be more suitable for me but here we go – it’s Christmas, New Year and I have made no progress in selling my drawings at all
I tried new approach and new painting technique and it feels like I am hitting my head against the wall
Its holidays that make me understand that I can't afford to buy presents to my family and my friends
I can’t even go outside and buy some coffee
I know that my friends are always supports me and they get really upset when I making jokes (I don’t know, from Joker like “I hope my death makes more cents than my life” or “my life is nothing like a comedy” haha) but I can’t help it
I like to draw
And I love getting watch and fav and stuff
I love my fursona and I have another cool wolf in development named Ray
And I still have kinks about motorcycles and really cute relationships (wait for Ray and Garifa’s interaction hahaha)
I want to make silly comic about them (2 frame bla-bla) haha

So
I guess I'll try to stay put
…Continue what I am doing and hope that someday my art become more popular
Just a stupid artblock
Sorry for the large text haha
Thank you for reading it
And happy holidays!
I hope 2025 will be less... 2024 haha



I'll just leave this link to my cover on youtube:
Stephen Sanchez – I Need You Most Of All 🔹 cover by me 🔹