After a while just having fun with my mighty ones.... so cute so great..... but sometimes I feel so empty when I treat them this way... What can I do?....Everything around turns around the same .... nothing seems to be real.. but at least the moment is so enjoyable.. Who am I actually? <3 what kind of ... I became? +sighs and looks at his wiggling toes*... Still sweaty and warm... I imagine many would enojoy this..... but is this reallly what I am?... just some smell that would be ususually rejected ?.... Anyways ..in a way or in another I am here and now... and I beg for that path I was leaving but wanna be back..... but until then.... I wanna find just a balance for all... Dear paws... you are so cutte, so big .. and I love how you feel and when others love you.... but I think there are better things ... and beyond all of this <3

*then the dillo just relaxes and meditates a lot over his stone on that hill he is used to go alone..... that really few know and even fewer dared to go and stay* <3


(I wonder what will be more noticeable .. the message or the pawsies)