*patsback*

fun fact if u say u didnt get letter for jury duty is by law no way to prove u got it admitting u got the letter is what makes u introuble u say neevr got it or kno u dotn have to do itr or another option say tht u can because u are a judgmental person and will make them guilty cuz of what ever unrealistic reason lol many and other ways to get out trust me on this jthere alot more u can say law is fake just act like a lawyer and learn it loops holes and word play there
no real justic xDDDDD

yes you right x3 but I'm a stupid honest person. When I did the questionnaire yesterday I did admit honest bias in some categories (namely involving the impact of drug abuse in my family and my resulting hatred for drug dealers).

No worries sim honest as well but this I'm gonna lie so I don't do it I dont believe in law well in America since is word play and loop holes but respect tht I prefer the cold blood truth over being lied to and respect tht highly alot of ppl do not like when I say shit cause u have no filter and I say how I feel is what it is I do t suga coat anything at all and I understand tht on drugs I suffered from addiction do to trauma it almost killed me I got my life back I slipped few times but I get it I watch my best friend be murdered with a laced bag of h and cousin and many others I grew up in a slum were u born to die was the cheapest place in USA to buy heroin never though I'd endbup as addicited since e8 grew up in a drugged out death land and murder town butt I did with other things but I got my life back so I totally understand how u feel on tht but 8li do t like jury duty cuz the fact in us la wis not fair justice info tht proves it is not true and be word play Into a innocent. Person to guilty so I rather just say I fuckin hate human and crazy shit to get out lololol make sure Easyer to deal with and can do what ever but heroin and meth dealer I want to kill why Iove being In The one hardcore scene back the. Before I feel I. To tht but basically FSU in hardcore scene I was around and we do too law I to our own hands and shows and eventually they labels us as. Gang for ppl the sold to kids and etc keeping our scene clean and etc and many other reason I was def a wild ass kid ahaha anyways enough of my rant can relate tho

I appreciate you sharing your story and I'm really really proud of you for taking your life back. It is NOT easy. I've seen people I love succeed in taking their life back, but more often there is a relapse and complications with drug use until death. Stay strong, KnottyxDog!

np and ty as some one who over did and probly should be dead from my addtion to cocaine and xtc i can sayu u cant make someone want to get sober as my fav qoute is its the hungry ghost inside of us trying to fill the void u got find the void and fight it and hit it head on thts the hardest part is finding how to repair and redo and actually having the person tht is addicted weather the addiction is to numb the pain which was my or what ever reason they have only they can make the choice u can try and make them but its really n them sadly or it will never happen i spent years of my life have so much fun to destroying everything i worked for cause of it i had a intervention didnt matter to me i though it was funny i look back and relize how bad i was i though tourin goin to marilyn manson and many other parties after playin shows or what ever do these was great cause felt awesome to the point were i was and should be dead and was in south cali and heart was failing from it thisd was the turnin point for me honestly i could probly makea fucking movie with the crazsy shit iv done qand it would be sad and fucking wild butg the best thing for me was my partner tellin me i cant watch u do this and kill ur self anymore and starting a family oh and actully addressing the issues they were makin mne use to numb the pain i was going through idk where u from but there are other ways sadly in America cerbral lyson is not fda approved or looked at really yet but this is a treatment tht could make many addicted or mentally ill ppl and brain damaged ppl which brain dmage is number one but has so much to off the treat ment is ussally ive but it rebuild and does ur brain so i fu have family member still sufferin i highly recommend lookin into cerbral lyson cause iv seen a person dead and gone to drugs and other i said and this made them like it never was there and worked with it but ty yeah itry ups and downs why i do music and fie performing i get alot of these demons out with my music to help other sin my band other si play and and others im hired in bnut for my music i tend to focous on mental health addiction and my life and the things iv scene and done its a outlet to me never card for the money for me its about makein anyone sufferin know here not alone im not gona ie ima very dark pessimistic person but the one thing the i love the most is giving someone a smile and a helpign hand nothing beats tht

Heh, that's cute, nice sketch

"[Jury] duty calls" 😆