The year started off as badly as possible.
The death of a friend, the lack of acceptance in my family, the endless realization of myself as an anxious and hyper-emotional person and not being able to be alone, all of this triggered a new depressive episode that I dealt with a year ago and was very afraid it would return. And here I am again. Not going to do anything to myself simply because I don't want to be the one who failed and didn't pass this life screening.
I'm just writing this here as a diary, everyone needs to share something with someone.

I want to go back to therapy so take commission, you can ask for discounts on anything, I'm a compliant person. As they say, “I know my price and today I'm a bargain.”

First time drawing myself, it must look a little different, hopefully I can realize art for myself someday.