"Deconstruct yourself. Listen to the intrusions.

Cool for: People-pleasers, paranoid wrecks, the axe-hewn

Loathing is the self-hatred that manifests as intrusive, reactive guilt; any mistake is a mistake you will never allow yourself to make again. Loathing tempers expectations, culls entitlement, and iterates on ability through violence.

At high levels, Loathing is a separate self, that which scrutinizes every decision to be made, and everything to say, long before it is, or might, be done. You will always understand yourself in the present, even at the cost of the future, as whispered through its stony cracks. At low levels, you are incapable of introspective decision-making, driven by reaction and whimsy."

Drawing things I've seen in my nightmares as Disco Elysium skills. To start, LOATHING, for the Ta-Kstats-Chil; a manifestation of intrusive thoughts.