i was bored, and when that happense sometimes i get all emo. the result today was my first attempt at a freeform poem ^.^



I am forever watching.
Time and experiance have created an impenetrable shell.

I am forever watching.
From this internal perspective, the world passes by. I am unmoved by tradgedy.

I am forever watching.
This shell has only been broken by myself. From within I attempt to reach out.

I am forever alone.
When this happens, it is not according to established standards.

I am forever alone.
I withdraw again, rebuilding the shell about my being, using stronger material.

I am forever alone.
I cling to the hope that someday the shell will break, but hope fades with time.

I am forever watching.
Opportunities pass, protected within this shell, there is no need to come out.

I am forever watching.
I long to experiance the things I read about, see, and hear. But my addiction
to the shell consumes my very soul.

I am forever watching.
Time never stops, and ignorance is forgotten. I learn that information (matter and energy) in the universe is never destroyed, only reconstituted.

I am forever alone.
Hope begins anew at this revelation. I continue to watch the world pass by.
If information cannot be destroyed, I will wait for the afterlife.