I've been meaning to do this for a little while; to make a fresh attempt at depicting who -I- am... as opposed to who my favorite character is.

Yes, the fur is light, but the hair is brown, and if I weren't wearing glasses, I'd have shown the eyes to be blue. This is a lot more like me than 'Stone Hawk' is... Even though Stoney -is- more my name than the IRS-approved 'christian name' that was assigned to me. I envision myself as, while having the shape of a wolf, getting much of my features, like fur pattern (solid) and the fact that my ears prefer to stay flopped down, from a White Labrador. I feel very domesticated these days. :(

I tried to be unflattering. I'm not pretty. At best, I'm pretty normal, or even sub-normal, in appearance. I don't look as strange as I am (And that, dear children, is called 'Camouflage'). And I don't look like a hero, either. I don't belong in an adventure. I'd be pushing it to hope to belong in an office.

This is yet one more example of me acknowledging and actively dealing with how bad I 'blew it', how much I failed my mentors, my family, and worst of all, the last shreds of self-respect I had. I am looking at myself again because I absolutely need to.

I'm normal. I'm average. I'm blue-collar.

I'm absolutely miserable.

Thank gods I have my friends...