its just another day.

i know im not the only one who feels this type of way, but it certainly hollows out the void of my soul a little more. just because its a holiday, doesn't mean it has to be happy.

i could sit here and complain about how many mistakes i made in this piece, or what im not satisfied with, or that i still think it looks a bit sloppy in some areas, but i dont much care anymore. i made this to show what i feel. and part of that is not feeling great, so i guess that can translate into this and still work. i still like what i did with it, despite so many trial and errors. oh well, it is what it is.
I hope you all are having a good valentines, at least better than me anyway. no point in feeling sorry for me, im not that unique. i am hurting, yes. but you shouldn't worry about some random like me, whatever i decide to do next is still up to me. just promise you will make your own happiness.