Artwork done by  HenmiMori

A feeling that has stuck on to me for a long time and would never shake off. I always feel like at a significant time in my life, I lost a part of myself that I could never get back. For a long time I haven't felt this way until a couple of months ago, memories flood back to me. I mourn for the loss of that part of me and there will be nothing to fill that abyss.

I don't often go for vent commission/depressing commission because it doesn't seem right to make an artist draw that sort of thing. This is a ych afterall and stuff like this kinda attracts me.

I suppose that is the reason why I don't often see my sonas smile, save for Severin and Dezel. Caelus has a good reason not to smile.