Do you know what date it is today? 11 years of conflict, 3 years of full-scale war.
I am making this post as a reminder because I do not want to be forgotten. None of us should be forgotten. For three years now I have been living under constant shelling, with incessant air raid sirens, unemployed, with the sole purpose of scraping together enough money for medicine and the bare minimum of food to survive a month. And another month, and another... I do not travel, do not buy new clothes, appliances and electronics, do not treat myself to new games or cakes. I do not look for new friends or relationships, and I am very behind even in communicating with old online friends, simply because I am... tired. Exhausted. As soon as I correct my sleep pattern, I start waking up because of the deafening shelling. As soon as I start visiting clinics, a missile flies into the medical center. My favorite movie theater was bombed and has been abandoned since the first year of the war. I'm afraid to go for walks in large parks - it's unbelievable, rockets have landed there too, killing and wounding dozens of people, children. And this is only what concerns me directly, because rockets have also landed in other people's multi-story buildings and kindergartens, collapsing floors and killing hundreds. And all this continues, these are not memories, these are everyday life. Now I am alive and writing this, in an hour I may not be lucky either.
I just... I don't know. Please, remember me, what I and millions of other ukrainians have to go through just to live, to exist.

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