I don’t hate myself. But sometimes i go on a mental breakdown over how i look IRL, vs how i draw my characters. I could recieve thousands of compliments from people in Acceptance groups, (lgbt, autism activists, etc.) and know deep down inside, that. Yeah they’re right lol. But i know that they’re also very supportive of people who would say that i’m “not genderfluid” because i’m either, fat, ugly, or choose not to dress in feminine clothing in public spaces all that much.

In a nutshell i’m STILL hurt, heartbroken, and depressed about what those filthy twitter users (yes, all of them) have done to me personally. Idk how long it take to heal from it entirely.