og description: "tried something new, abstract expressionism

its sloppy, i know

all art i make is vent art pretty much
and even when it isnt, it's usually produced to ward off a breakdown
i honestly hate making art
im extremly inpatient, and im deeply insecure
i dont like making art. but i still want to. an oxymoron, i know.

ive been extremly frustrated lately
not many things are going the way ive anticipated
i hope things will start going good soon,,"

i was doing very bad when i made this. think about that time makes me very sad