i know im usually happy and post happy poems

but the last two weeks have been well just.... awful

cept for the two half days i spent with my mate in Pittsburgh ive had all bad luck
and it just has been getting worse and worse as the days go on now i cant even make it to see my mate yet

for my car needs a starter and ive ordered it and the auto store sent me a bad one the first time and today they sent me the starter for completely the wrong car

and im all alone in m appt my room mates all left for there real homes for summer break im sitting in an empty appt listening to music and writing poems like this

i feel pathetic and weak im trying to stay positive but i just dont know if i can any more