Good job! I really like this pic because of the emotion in it. I can definitely relate. In all seriousness, though, I believe Jesus still does want us as a "sun beam." God still wants our light to shine (or rather allow His light to shine through us). I don't believe it's God or His will for us that has changed, but perhaps our own will. We can shine again, dude. I know you can shine again. You just have to take steps in the right direction (which is always easier said than done).

yeah this pic is pretty old... and so am i XD

yea, i know my comment only counts 2 years before i am actually writing, but some emo-ness is good. specially if it is focused to creating and understanding. the bad emo-ness is just to play crybaby towards others and don't do anything about it X3

sorry i had to comment cuz i really love the emotion in this drawing. Hope you have found what went wrong in this 2 years and be able to shine once again by your own