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I have been slowly scribbling this up for like a month
I got put on new meds since my new coverage does not cover brand name. I was on Concerta for 12 years and its a one dose pill, my new ones I have to remember to take a second dose...uh still working on getting into that habit.
I had some downer days this month, they were namely PMS related but also related to being overwhelmed with business, namely with the reputation of "her stuff falls apart" haunting me from 3 years ago with my first few customer orders (back when my prices were super cheap and I was super new to business) some people are even judging me based on work I did as a teenager long before I started business back when I thought hotgluing bodies was awesome (I blame this on posting to DA about being a sore looser back in 2006 after winning nothing at a con with my crappy first quadsuit) I hate people judging me when they have not even met me or seen my current work.
I have been putting a lot of focus into making my stuff durable, in the past I let customer deadlines take priority over quality and it bit me in the ass. Now my focus is quality. My prices are only as high as they are now because I am confident that my stuff is not fragile anymore.
My FECKING CHAIR *headdesk
I always lean back in it, been in this chair for a year, but that day I went from fine to on the floor before I even knew what happened, I am not even sure how I was sitting when it fell..I am just glad I did not whack my head because there is concrete under me! My leg was over the arm of the chair when it fell and I pulled something in the back of my knee so bad I could not walk on it, straighten it or bend it for 48 hours and I have a huge bruise there. I am not even safe in my chair! I was sitting here coloring and hurt myself badly...WTF
I sleep like a hurricane, I toss and turn and my body twists in my sleep. Creampuff is always either on me, against my back, or practically sleeping on my face when I wake up.
I have 5 sketches here of stuff for my fanfic...all 5 failed to become more than sketches...damn art block T_T
Working on an owl suit, arm wings are awesome.
I got put on new meds since my new coverage does not cover brand name. I was on Concerta for 12 years and its a one dose pill, my new ones I have to remember to take a second dose...uh still working on getting into that habit.
I had some downer days this month, they were namely PMS related but also related to being overwhelmed with business, namely with the reputation of "her stuff falls apart" haunting me from 3 years ago with my first few customer orders (back when my prices were super cheap and I was super new to business) some people are even judging me based on work I did as a teenager long before I started business back when I thought hotgluing bodies was awesome (I blame this on posting to DA about being a sore looser back in 2006 after winning nothing at a con with my crappy first quadsuit) I hate people judging me when they have not even met me or seen my current work.
I have been putting a lot of focus into making my stuff durable, in the past I let customer deadlines take priority over quality and it bit me in the ass. Now my focus is quality. My prices are only as high as they are now because I am confident that my stuff is not fragile anymore.
My FECKING CHAIR *headdesk
I always lean back in it, been in this chair for a year, but that day I went from fine to on the floor before I even knew what happened, I am not even sure how I was sitting when it fell..I am just glad I did not whack my head because there is concrete under me! My leg was over the arm of the chair when it fell and I pulled something in the back of my knee so bad I could not walk on it, straighten it or bend it for 48 hours and I have a huge bruise there. I am not even safe in my chair! I was sitting here coloring and hurt myself badly...WTF
I sleep like a hurricane, I toss and turn and my body twists in my sleep. Creampuff is always either on me, against my back, or practically sleeping on my face when I wake up.
I have 5 sketches here of stuff for my fanfic...all 5 failed to become more than sketches...damn art block T_T
Working on an owl suit, arm wings are awesome.
Category All / Doodle
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Every one's gotta start somewhere...I am sure even the best of the best's first suits were nothing compared to what they do now... In hindsight though I feel like maybed I started business a year too soon I guess... but I kinda had no choice, I aged out of my parents medical coverage and my dad's child support (parents split when I was 9) and needed to either start business or get a job...and one of my goals since the 5th grade was to be self employed and never have a "normal" job...and ya know what I DID JUST THAT! One dream won! WOOT!
And my leg is still tender to the touch but it's okay, just black and purple and yellow all down the back of my knee 3:
And my leg is still tender to the touch but it's okay, just black and purple and yellow all down the back of my knee 3:
It absolutely boggles my mind is what it does! And just think about it, you're still only 25; you've got a massive chunk of your life awaiting you and yet you've probably done more costumes than at least one of the professional dudes who does the same thing for a company.
Far out, Beastcub, far out. ;3; <3
Far out, Beastcub, far out. ;3; <3
Sigh, I would love something from you someday. I think you could make me a beautiful unicorn ;.; For a long time, I thought I wouldn't ever because of what people said about your work (glued body seams and all that), but I've realized recently that everything they cite is on very old work..... I do understand their reasoning for being hard on you, because if not for the pressure to be better, we'd all progress verrrry slowwwly. But seriously, haters need to at least be judging by your current works xD
When I try to sell my old work, fursuit horrors always bashes on me, its just my old work. They end up saying "All of FreakMyLifes work is crap dont buy it!" How can they buy stuff when I dont do commissions! in the past 4 years I have made about 12 fursuits, my first one wasnt very good. But I have improved A LOT, but they never cite my new work! Always the old. I deleted all my old work a year ago so all of the stuff I have posted is good suits, but they still manage to bash on me! (the only not as good suit I have posted is my first one, just because it isnt horrible and people can see how much i have improved from it)
i know im not a horror suit maker, im getting better and better with every suit. They do the same thing with other folk too, Iv seen plenty of decent makers selling old stuff to get rid of it for cheap prices, but THEY STILL TROLL.
These are my best suits:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcY5GCkvdVA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdbD5KJNBlk
(this one isnt done yet, except for the head) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKaLopge-6Y
I may not be the best maker (thats beastcubs and scypros place) but I am not the worst either. FH and haters need to stop trolling other makers.
i know im not a horror suit maker, im getting better and better with every suit. They do the same thing with other folk too, Iv seen plenty of decent makers selling old stuff to get rid of it for cheap prices, but THEY STILL TROLL.
These are my best suits:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcY5GCkvdVA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdbD5KJNBlk
(this one isnt done yet, except for the head) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKaLopge-6Y
I may not be the best maker (thats beastcubs and scypros place) but I am not the worst either. FH and haters need to stop trolling other makers.
I was tempted to go off but I KNOW how I act w/out...like I knew I was switching my coverege (from Kaiser to Blue Shield)June 1st BUT I would not be able to get a refil of Concerta till mid June (3 month supply, they do not refill until that 3 months is up) and with my history of luck I figured I may have an issue getting to a doc and getting meds (cannot afford conerta, needed to be on generic now) under my new coverage before I ran out...So I skipped my pills on Saturdays to save them for work days since our friend comes by and we have "anime night" those days and I don't really work anyway...
and HO BOY
Anime night became tweak night XD
and HO BOY
Anime night became tweak night XD
Without you mean when you stop taking or before you ever had it? Stopping taking aphetamines shoots you into a complete inability to move or care about anything for 2-6 weeks u.u but then when its all over, no more anxiety, you can sleep at night, you can actually get turned on again, etc etc
without I mean when I skip a day or 2 of meds, I have not dared to go past 2 days because of withdrawl.
Otherwise I have little experience w/out the meds. I do clearly rememver that before I got put on meds in the 5th grade my school life sucked, but as son as I got the meds BAM I was an honor student...
Gawd I just realized that I have been medicated for 2/3rd of my life ;__;
Ahh, oh well *stares at bottle of sanity by my computer
I function better on the pills ^W^
annnnnnnnnnd I would say my only real side effect from the meds is maybe sleep issues, but my issue is being nocternal not atucal sleep, once I do go to bed I sleep solid for 7-9 hours easy...speaking of which... the sun is up and I am off to dreamland XD
Otherwise I have little experience w/out the meds. I do clearly rememver that before I got put on meds in the 5th grade my school life sucked, but as son as I got the meds BAM I was an honor student...
Gawd I just realized that I have been medicated for 2/3rd of my life ;__;
Ahh, oh well *stares at bottle of sanity by my computer
I function better on the pills ^W^
annnnnnnnnnd I would say my only real side effect from the meds is maybe sleep issues, but my issue is being nocternal not atucal sleep, once I do go to bed I sleep solid for 7-9 hours easy...speaking of which... the sun is up and I am off to dreamland XD
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