
so it been what? two months i'm gone...
two months ago I lost my father, he wasn't old, at all, he died of a stupid car accident that wasn't even caused by him... i've always had a complicated relationship with him...
person ran without helping or calling for help either... there's more to it but what difference it would make bringing it up...
i really feel at lost... been too long since we had last seen each other or talked... never got to say a proper goodbye... and now he's gone.
if i am what who i am today its thank to him... he taught me so much, and i learned so much from him...
and suddenly it all feels at loss...
been two months i've been drifint away... i have no idea what i am doing anymore...
wanted to draw something... put something out... so i forced myself out of it...
leaving this as a scrap since i don't want this on the front page at alll... if anyone been wondering what has been up, that's what has been going.
its hard to feel like drawing anymore, specially what i used to do, things just... feel lost or something.
two months ago I lost my father, he wasn't old, at all, he died of a stupid car accident that wasn't even caused by him... i've always had a complicated relationship with him...
person ran without helping or calling for help either... there's more to it but what difference it would make bringing it up...
i really feel at lost... been too long since we had last seen each other or talked... never got to say a proper goodbye... and now he's gone.
if i am what who i am today its thank to him... he taught me so much, and i learned so much from him...
and suddenly it all feels at loss...
been two months i've been drifint away... i have no idea what i am doing anymore...
wanted to draw something... put something out... so i forced myself out of it...
leaving this as a scrap since i don't want this on the front page at alll... if anyone been wondering what has been up, that's what has been going.
its hard to feel like drawing anymore, specially what i used to do, things just... feel lost or something.
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Sincere condolences for your loss.
I am truly sorry you didn't get a clean break with your old man before he left.
You are not alone in feeling the way you do. When my wife's mother passed, both of us simply drifted for about three months. A tremendous spiritual underpinning to our lives was now gone, and it truly took some time and effort to get going again.
Herein you will give your father the greatest honor: Take all what he's taught you...and go on without him.
I am truly sorry you didn't get a clean break with your old man before he left.
You are not alone in feeling the way you do. When my wife's mother passed, both of us simply drifted for about three months. A tremendous spiritual underpinning to our lives was now gone, and it truly took some time and effort to get going again.
Herein you will give your father the greatest honor: Take all what he's taught you...and go on without him.
I'm sorry to hear such news. What do you say to a person who has endured such a loss that doesn't sound offensively trite. condescending, or cliche? Man, I'm sorry. Just real sorry. If this does become too much for you I hope you'll seek council. I notice the cross pendant. Here I go in danger of being trite again, but part of the mysteries behind that symbol is that death is not an end, merely a change. Though people will forget someone's name over time, God cannot, they are "written on his hand" as your father's is on yours.
Oh Sweety! <3<3 You should have said something! You can always email me to poke me if I don't come online for awhile. I always check my emails.
I love you to pieces, and I'm so sorry this happened to you. <3 You! Email me! lady_of_lynnhollow[at]hotmail.com
I can check it on my phone, so I can reply to you much more often than me coming online.
<3
I love you to pieces, and I'm so sorry this happened to you. <3 You! Email me! lady_of_lynnhollow[at]hotmail.com
I can check it on my phone, so I can reply to you much more often than me coming online.
<3
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