these recent years have felt strange. ever since i moved out and lived at this apartment, storms have been more common than ever. normally around 2 storms a week. still, it never was this bad back when i was living with my parents. almost feels like a curse of some sort. heck the other day when i was heading to the shops, a gust of wind blew me off my feet for a minuet! sure, nature works in mysterious ways but when the sky is completely clear with only few clouds here and there, it just doesn't add up? but, I'm no weatherologist.
whenever i leave the apartment i always get the feeling of being watched. i look all around me and find no-one. even when I'm with her, i still get that same feeling of being watched by someone or something! I feel too worried and scared to go outside sometimes. I worry the second i take a step out there, that bright blue sky turns into dark nightmare. I can't help but to feel like this even when I'm out on dates now.
I don't know, maybe my stress and anxiety is getting the better of me or its all in my head. perhaps i should talk to her about this?

-Alice



something i made over a year ago and thought it was time to share it here (i haven't had any time to work on anything new)
hope to make more of these gifs in the future👍