Nice colors. How old is she? And if she's really old? What does it feel like being alive for so long from her point of view?

"Hello dear one. Thank you for the curiosity. I'm glad you like this art. I'm not especially old by the consideration of angels. I think in your years I'm around 250 but almost ALL of that has been spent in the realms above training to be given to the realms below. I've a scarce thirty something years here in the realm of mortals getting hands on experience. So both my age and what I've discovered to be True - ah - Real knowledge of mortals has only just started." She takes a deep breath to consider the span of the second question you've asked. "It's - I age differently then I think you do. So for me, it's just living. But the Breath of Knowledge I've gained feels Vast. I've spent SO MUCH time compounding knowledge in training that it's felt like and has been most of my life. I am weary somedays because even though I have all of this knowledge sometimes I feel powerless to the endless rising tide of the tortures of humanity (A word still used to mean all sapient peoples in our cannon) and what we all are enduring here. However. I think it is also because I am so well equipped that I can press on and find the places I CAN make a change. I've learned that humanity seems to move in waves. So in a way being this hold allows me to make predictions and get head of disasters quite often. And I am very glad and feel especially agile and Quick for doing that! And I've also learn that though history may move in ways and be somewhat predictable PEOPLE are very chaotic." She chitters a laugh like countless bells and the smell of wisteria in full bloom. "I think that can be Cute honestly. I am really glad I get to help so many people. I am really Lucky I get to Learn from them. I feel like I game into this thinking I would have all the answers and when I didn't I was at first totally overwhelmed and then later my companion Fawn taught me to laugh about it, do my best and continue. And now I do. I don't despair all the time when something doesn't go as expected but I instead try and unravel why I didn't and learn from that....I hope that answers your question dear. Thank you for sparing me some precious time."