
Something you realize only later as an artist, is that to keep your characters alive and doing new things, you gotta pour in bits of your own life, your time...
It's not that I regret anything, but this really hit me in the past 3 years, a time where I desperately needed to feel more alive after almost a decade of suffering internally.
And when your art and your characters get less and less time, it's not just the artist who suffers, it's all the people who liked them too.
I'm sorry for the long hiatus on my comic, I was in a place where I needed to experience more of my own life in order to heal from trauma.
Thank you for being so kind to me ever since I posted my first drawing, I'll always be grateful and will always want to give back this feeling.
I've moved back to my hometown for healing, and where I live now there's more trees, more silence... the very things that made me start doing my own art, in my own time.
My things took over a month to arrive and I've been closer to family. I had a lot to reflect on during this time.
There were days sleeping around boxes, sick and coughing. But things are finally to look better
I'm back with my computer and tablet, and most importantly: peace
I'm going to get back to my activities and enjoy my birthday as best as I can. 🎈
Yours truly, Zeta Haru.
It's not that I regret anything, but this really hit me in the past 3 years, a time where I desperately needed to feel more alive after almost a decade of suffering internally.
And when your art and your characters get less and less time, it's not just the artist who suffers, it's all the people who liked them too.
I'm sorry for the long hiatus on my comic, I was in a place where I needed to experience more of my own life in order to heal from trauma.
Thank you for being so kind to me ever since I posted my first drawing, I'll always be grateful and will always want to give back this feeling.
I've moved back to my hometown for healing, and where I live now there's more trees, more silence... the very things that made me start doing my own art, in my own time.
My things took over a month to arrive and I've been closer to family. I had a lot to reflect on during this time.
There were days sleeping around boxes, sick and coughing. But things are finally to look better
I'm back with my computer and tablet, and most importantly: peace
I'm going to get back to my activities and enjoy my birthday as best as I can. 🎈
Yours truly, Zeta Haru.
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the good news about turning 30 is that it's just another year with all the chances for good fortune and all the room to continue growing as before.
Some may judge you differently because society made 30 an arbitrary number, but like most things society that is exactly that, arbitrary. No need to bother with society's stupid and pointless rules because society doesn't get to make your decisions for you.
I know as a soon to be 29 year old I'm gonna have to start internalizing this myself, because as Gandalf says: "what is theirs to decide is what to do with the time that is given to them".
Some may judge you differently because society made 30 an arbitrary number, but like most things society that is exactly that, arbitrary. No need to bother with society's stupid and pointless rules because society doesn't get to make your decisions for you.
I know as a soon to be 29 year old I'm gonna have to start internalizing this myself, because as Gandalf says: "what is theirs to decide is what to do with the time that is given to them".
Happy birthday! *sobs in 34*
But try not to feel too bad about not having so much time for the things you like, because you can always look forward to do them again at next best opportunity. That's how I try to be excited about to do what I like after all responsibilities and things that have to be done, including feeling terrible and desperate about life.
It took me a long long time to reach that point and I am pretty happy about it because it works. I kind of learned again to feel a little excited like when I was in my early teens in school and looked forward to go home and play a game or meet friends.
But try not to feel too bad about not having so much time for the things you like, because you can always look forward to do them again at next best opportunity. That's how I try to be excited about to do what I like after all responsibilities and things that have to be done, including feeling terrible and desperate about life.
It took me a long long time to reach that point and I am pretty happy about it because it works. I kind of learned again to feel a little excited like when I was in my early teens in school and looked forward to go home and play a game or meet friends.
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