I went through some shit for about a year, cant say this was terrible and what's going to happen.
Fixed some of my mental problems, i was on an edge to finish this journey called "life", but now i feel better, thanks to people around me and very very nice psychiatrist, who cured me and helped to get through this and still is helping to feel the ground under my feet again.
I'm grateful that i didn't do anything bad during this hopelessness.

a little reminder for all of us
you're not alone in any situation! don't be afraid to get qualified help even if it doesn't feel serious for you!!!

Stay safe