personal art

Having that... Only in the head, in dreams, not being able to really touch him, feel his fur, his moves, his touch, the looks from his pretty eyes, to hear his voice... It tortures me every second of my unnecessary existence.

I actually wanted to draw something cozy first, another comfort sketch with them chilling again, but I literally can't think of something different, 'cause I already drew him and both together so often that I can't get new ideas atm.
So I got frustrated. And even more frustrated because I'd need him here, existing, in reallife.
Sigh
At least I have the art, and my mind.