I'm sotired. I cant keep up with anything. I'm scared. Everything we love is crumbling and i'm tired of watching things die. what's going to happen? I don't know. I'm scared and tired annd idk how i'm going to keep working in these conditions. if everythign shuts down then what am I supposed to do. ic ant find an irl job- no one's hiring no matter how many applications i put out, I Cant do anything. I'm going to die like this if i can t work. This year has been terrible.
Censorship, shutting down games and forcing us to all upgrade. I Don't have enough money for toilet paper and cat food let alone buying a whole new console just so i can have soem respite from it all. there are people i love that i havent heard from in so long that might be dead. i might die without ever finding lvoe again, or seeing if my mom and i make up. Or seeing my best friends wedding. I'm scared. I"m sorry.