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as of 08/18/2025 my baby girl angel has passed on. her health has been up and down but this last week to include finding out my dads cancer is back umm she really back slid so i took her to vets and after vet saw her it was decided that in honesty it wouldnt be a real chance to......prolong her life she would just suffer more we had her for 12 years and she was my esa and my baby..ive been crying none stop and its been so hard but i love her and love you all.
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I just lost my Uncle too. He had just passed 4 years with stage 4 cancer. . . . He kept going till the very end. He was the Uncle who I was the closest to despite having gone years without seeing him, right after the pandemic and height of lockdowns, we had started finally driving over to Tennessee to see him and his family. He was divorced for a few years, diagnosed with cancer, then remarried to his same wife and she and their youngest son moved back in. They had a ferret and two snakes with the ball python who's been come and gone. They recently had adopted an American Dingo, Carolina Dog, he's still there and always was a Mama's boy with my aunt but now he's without his papa who adopted him.
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I lost Grandpa when I was 6, my grandparents German Shepherd Chow Chow Dixie when I was 10 and started being put on horrible meds for my autism that didn't work then sent to a mental hospital after nearly failing 5th grade, discovered my homosexuality when I was 15 and literally abandoned out in below freezing weather of a moonless night to walk home on the Beltway bridge, didn't come out to my mom for over 2 years, lost my Grandma slowly through Dementia and was never able to see her and say goodbye because I had just gotten my job when I was 22, lost my Abuelo who I hadn't seen in 12 years because my dad's family is in Guatemala, and now this with my Uncle along with my anxiety being the worst it's been since I was 10 and once again will just stay the day in my bed.
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It sucks. It all really f@#$ing sucks so much. It hurts sooooo bad. But I promise you that it's worth it. All the suffering is life itself, but it's also the joy and happiness and love. Never forget that. I can't even imagine what you've gone through with the pains and horrors of life. But I promise you that you yourself are so powerful that you alone will be able to change your life and live it the best way only you can and you're going to enjoy it too. I know the pain and suffering never gets easier. It hurts, it hurts a l o t. But you will still be able to be happy and enjoy your life. Just never stop trying and always keep going, no matter what. Till the very end and you'll have no regrets.
I'm sorry for the TLDR sesh but I meant it. All of it.
. . . Take care and best wishes my fellow Fur.
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I lost Grandpa when I was 6, my grandparents German Shepherd Chow Chow Dixie when I was 10 and started being put on horrible meds for my autism that didn't work then sent to a mental hospital after nearly failing 5th grade, discovered my homosexuality when I was 15 and literally abandoned out in below freezing weather of a moonless night to walk home on the Beltway bridge, didn't come out to my mom for over 2 years, lost my Grandma slowly through Dementia and was never able to see her and say goodbye because I had just gotten my job when I was 22, lost my Abuelo who I hadn't seen in 12 years because my dad's family is in Guatemala, and now this with my Uncle along with my anxiety being the worst it's been since I was 10 and once again will just stay the day in my bed.
. . .
It sucks. It all really f@#$ing sucks so much. It hurts sooooo bad. But I promise you that it's worth it. All the suffering is life itself, but it's also the joy and happiness and love. Never forget that. I can't even imagine what you've gone through with the pains and horrors of life. But I promise you that you yourself are so powerful that you alone will be able to change your life and live it the best way only you can and you're going to enjoy it too. I know the pain and suffering never gets easier. It hurts, it hurts a l o t. But you will still be able to be happy and enjoy your life. Just never stop trying and always keep going, no matter what. Till the very end and you'll have no regrets.
I'm sorry for the TLDR sesh but I meant it. All of it.
. . . Take care and best wishes my fellow Fur.
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