a few years ago, i started writing a vn loosely titled "this is not for you"

i mostly kept the plans for this to myself, with the intention of dropping it as a surprise. no real release or hype. i didn't want people going into it with any kind of expectation. it wasn't much of a "story" so much as a collection of scenes, predominately involving a very small cast of characters. i had intended to fill in some of the blanks with a few of my ocs, but the main plot itself was a bit of an exorcism. not about exorcism, a way to untangle a lot of feelings and thoughts i've been sifting through nearly a decade now. at the time, it felt vital to me. now, i'm not really sure.

the story never quite had an ending. that's always the part i struggle with most in writing. i had some loose ideas i was trying to assemble into something more structured; something that could offer some satisfaction. in real life though, the story suddenly did have an ending. not the kind of ending you want.

the plan i had will likely never come to fruition, at least not in its original intended form. rather than holding it in forever, i feel it's only fair to let the ideas out of my head once and for all. this is based on one of the cgs i had planned for the story. perhaps you can fill in the gaps yourself and find your own ending.