(Bb standard tuning, capo on 4th fret)

i'm always one step behind
and chasing my own tail
i'm choking on my own dust
from the trail i left behind

it's exhausting as it is confusing
eternal internal turmoil
it's exhausting as it is confusing
to wake up every morning
to go and have a life

i wish to unsubscribe from this conversation
i'm not interested, i was never interested

but who will listen to what i have to share
when no one will listen to what i have to say
why is no one listening?

i could never let the gloominess plague me
i've seen it in other people
a permanent rain cloud above their heads
with no one to lend an umbrella
and no one wants to lend their umbrella
cause no one has an umbrella to lend

let the rain subside
so i can see the rainbow
fostered over the wash
left inside the gutter