Hello my darlings, did you miss me? I did😭💖
My chaos has reached its climax. Everything sucks. Help me, I can’t handle this!

The wedding is literally today, everything is on fire, I’m having a breakdown, I’m sleep-deprived and my wallet is a black hole.
There was so much prep that I barely managed to do any proper work — I squeezed in a few sketches here and there, but that’s not really "working".
Because of insane prices I did all the decor and designs myself, and you can’t imagine the chaos here right now.
I can’t believe I’ve pulled it off, but of course nothing went as planned or looked like I imagined.
I never have enough time, because if I do something by hand — it has to be perfect.
And wedding is absolute hell for a dysfunctional perfectionist like me.

It’s morning before the registry signing, and tomorrow is the party.
I’ve just finished one floral block for the arch, the rest will have to be trusted to my bridesmaid, because I’ve completely run out of time.
I’m panicking, praying I can still fix the main things.

I’m sorry if you wrote me and I didn’t reply, I don't want you to worry!
I'm just overwhelmed with tasks and barely made myself stop to write this post.
I already want to drop everything and go back to work.
But there are still a few hard stages ahead, not counting the wedding day itself — which fills me with panic.
I’m supposed to have a honeymoon after, and I’m taking my gear with me, so I’ll finally be able to get to all the things I had to pause.
Just a little bit more. Please wait for me!

I want to release a new YCH bride pack very soon, maybe I’ll go insane and finish it sitting in the wedding suite, but honestly I’m not confident about that at all.
I plan to at least earn something before my credit card crushes me, and then pay off all the wedding vendors.
All the sold slots are coming with me on the honeymoon — it will take time, but you know me: I’m slow but I do my work perfectly

For now, I want to ask for your help. This post was supposed to go up much earlier, now it looks exactly like that meme...
I really need money. And I need to take on some work for next month.

I'll leave my PayPal here: lanovenkonastya[at]gmail.com
I would be very grateful if you’d like to send me a little wedding gift
I promise I’ll tell you all about this crazy journey and finally get back to commission planning once I’m in my honeymoon — I’ll finally have enough time.
Right after I sleep and soak in the tub.
One last push before I can breathe.

I’ll reply to all messages later, but now I have to pull one last disappearing act.
I want at least a few hours of sleep before heading to the registry office.

Also — I still have lots of open slots you might be interested in.
Check the links!
🔥https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61949137/ - bondage YCH 9 slots!
🔥https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61656089/ - Summer pack 4 slots open!
🔥https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61554855/ - Princess YCH - Fiona dance 2 slots!
🔥https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57509639/ - The LAST Hot Summer YCH!
🔥https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60576406/ - Bunnies Everywhere 4 slots open

Sending you so much love. I’m counting on your support 💖