I'm going through some kind of personal drama right now. You know, I didn't plan it this month huh. As in the previous one. A busy schedule, there just wasn't room for that. But... The last couple of months have been overwhelming me, and yesterday I suffered some kind of personal blow to my side. And my emotions on my face just disappear. There is sadness and bitterness in my soul. And on my face, it's either nothing or a mask of laughter. It's a very intense movie, and so far I'm somewhere very far from resolving the conflict. All that saves me now is listening to the music of a recently released movie. Yes, I think you know what a sensational great movie with a bunch of great songs I'm talking about. And I feel like if I stay in silence, then space will eat me up. Because it's just...there's nowhere to run. Music helps me survive. I can only hope that none of you feel that way. Because I sincerely understand that living through this can be very painful and exhausting.
Well... I guess I just have to wait until the new year. The holiday should boost my mood, unless something decide to add even more heat to this movie as a gift