Monki pokin da bird hahaaa

Hello, my name is Nick. I am but a simple monkey and I like drawing and observing funny big and round art. I made this account a little more than half a decade ago now and during the time between then and now my feelings on who I am, what I like, and how I want to show myself as has changed quite a lot. It's changed so much in fact that I've found myself not feeling correctly represented by the character I have at the front of my FA page. So now in BIG YEAR 2025, I've decided to make the long overdue switch from a sleepy bird to a funny monkey who has in private spaces been my current sona for a good couple years now. This change almost entirely comes down to me accepting my personal tastes and boundaries and how I like the things that I like.

I've always liked fat, inflation, and other round related business, but even when I was first dipping my toes into the shallow end of the plump and puff pool, I've always felt a certain discomfort with having said round related business happen to my sona. I've always found myself most comfortable putting myself in the perspective of the onlooker or even the character involved who helps the other character get big while hugging on them and enjoying the warm fuzzy feeling that position came with. On the other end, whenever I'd think about or was asked about being on the receiving end of being big and round, I'd get this uncomfortable feeling in my chest that I just couldn't shake off. Over the years, I've tried to find a workaround or approach that would make that gross feeling shrink and/or disappear, but nothing was able stop the discomfort I felt at my core about it. It made me insecure and conflicted for a long time because to me it seemed like blasphemy that I wasn't into getting big and round in the "Getting Big and Round" community. But after a while and after many talks with a load of awesome furs and friends I've been able to meet and befriend in this space, I've become a lot more comfortable and reassured with my boundaries being what they are. I've even met someone who felt just like me which was very helpful in allowing me to feel comfy in spaces with big furs while having the preferences I have.

At the end of this long ramble, I'd like to say thank you to all my friends and a big thank you to all the cool furs I've been able to meet and talk to in this community. I wouldn't be half as secure about my feelings as I am without you all and I'm glad many of you who I've been around have been able to put up with me for as long as you have. If you don't know me and still took the time to read all this, a big thank you to you too.

Also there's a few draws with this monkey I need to upload now that I've made this change and need to update my avatar, so if you're on my watchlist (god bless you) prep for a few extra submissions in your feed. As for Sleepy, I'm gonna be passing them off to close friend who'll do more justice with them than I ever could.