
Don't worry I'm ok. This was something that took on a life of its own - a bit of a vent piece. Like I fight with my mind all the time lying to me. I have had to remind myself to trust the words my friends have said and to not take everything personally just because I was present when things happened. I ended up animating the words in the background to really intensify the situation.
Since there isn't alt text on all platforms here is what the words say in the background - "You ever have one of those days, where you feel like everything is your fault? You know inside that it isn't trye, but that doesn't stop your brain from lying to you. Even though your friends tell you it's ok and to trust that they'll let you know if you did something wrong, your brain still looks you dead in the eyes and lies to you? Yeah, me neither."
Art & Characters © Michelle Walsh
https://ginpu.carrd.co/
Posted using PostyBirb
Since there isn't alt text on all platforms here is what the words say in the background - "You ever have one of those days, where you feel like everything is your fault? You know inside that it isn't trye, but that doesn't stop your brain from lying to you. Even though your friends tell you it's ok and to trust that they'll let you know if you did something wrong, your brain still looks you dead in the eyes and lies to you? Yeah, me neither."
Art & Characters © Michelle Walsh
https://ginpu.carrd.co/
Posted using PostyBirb
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
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Size 1000 x 1000px
File Size 2.25 MB
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Ah yes, the demons. They're always making noise. I've spent most of my life dealing with manic depression and many other issues. But you know what? Fuck 'em.
My 20's were an ordeal (lost my dad when I was 29, icing on the cake), my 30's tough, but now I'm in my 40's I'm finally finding some peace with myself.
Manic episodes sneak up on me, and I currently find myself in one. I have consumed a lot of booze, but please don't judge me. The sedation takes the edge off the peak
and I now have some clarity. I can only describe it as waking up. The subconscious negative part of your mind will always try and put you down, but you can always fight it
with truthful positives. "Why do people care about me? Why are they my friends?" Answer? "Because you are a good person and they love you for who you are!"
Don't let the demons talk over you, your voice will always be stronger, trust me ;)
If I had the option to click my fingers and be 'normal', I wouldn't take It. I like being me!
Glad you're doing ok
My 20's were an ordeal (lost my dad when I was 29, icing on the cake), my 30's tough, but now I'm in my 40's I'm finally finding some peace with myself.
Manic episodes sneak up on me, and I currently find myself in one. I have consumed a lot of booze, but please don't judge me. The sedation takes the edge off the peak
and I now have some clarity. I can only describe it as waking up. The subconscious negative part of your mind will always try and put you down, but you can always fight it
with truthful positives. "Why do people care about me? Why are they my friends?" Answer? "Because you are a good person and they love you for who you are!"
Don't let the demons talk over you, your voice will always be stronger, trust me ;)
If I had the option to click my fingers and be 'normal', I wouldn't take It. I like being me!
Glad you're doing ok
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