Yesterday was so hard…
Our buddy was going through so much in such a short period of time…and witnessing his major spiral downward alone…was very hard.
He lost the rest of his mobility and didn’t want to even eat a treat yesterday. The amount of blood he lost was very traumatic for him.
He didn’t want anyone picking him up or holding him because of how much pain he was in.
The screams and thrashing all the way to the appointment was so hard to bear. I gave him so many kisses to try and help.
I didn’t want him to be in pain anymore..and it was a tough decision for everyone…especially when mum and dad couldn’t be there for him.
I stayed in the same room the whole time with you…and kissed you and hugged your body so much.
I cried as soon as I went into the restroom due to delay processing of emotions…and have yet to stop since.
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The afternoon came…6 hours after you passed away…you brought a very loud thunderstorm with so much rain. It helped. And someone online posted some of the most gorgeous double rainbow pictures I have ever seen. Especially since the rainbows were just up the street. Thank you for that too.
Today I saw a hummingbird, a hawk, a Dragonfly, a squirrel and a flock of vultures…all within the morning after you passed.
Not to mention the house was covered in centipedes outside..which meant they were a symbol to ward off negative energy.
This evening…Gator is using your bed…the bed that you last slept in too. He’s with one of your favorite plush toys too…the moose..
He knows his jealousy got a bit out of control…but is still grieving too. He does miss you.
He enjoyed having a housemate for the first 2 years of his adoption to his forever home.
We miss you, Kona. And we hope you’re enjoying chasing squirrels and eating your favorite 3 Cs for food - Chicken, Carotts and Cheese.
I’m glad I was able to give you your favorite meal as your last…even though at that time yesterday…I wasn’t expecting it to be…and was hoping to be able to continue to give you your favorite meal - Chicken.
Even though I’m still in tears wrapping up this post…my heart is still heavy tonight.
Thank you for being with us for 10 years, Kona…
I hope the rainbow bridge is treating you well and you’re happy…and healthy..
Our buddy was going through so much in such a short period of time…and witnessing his major spiral downward alone…was very hard.
He lost the rest of his mobility and didn’t want to even eat a treat yesterday. The amount of blood he lost was very traumatic for him.
He didn’t want anyone picking him up or holding him because of how much pain he was in.
The screams and thrashing all the way to the appointment was so hard to bear. I gave him so many kisses to try and help.
I didn’t want him to be in pain anymore..and it was a tough decision for everyone…especially when mum and dad couldn’t be there for him.
I stayed in the same room the whole time with you…and kissed you and hugged your body so much.
I cried as soon as I went into the restroom due to delay processing of emotions…and have yet to stop since.
——
The afternoon came…6 hours after you passed away…you brought a very loud thunderstorm with so much rain. It helped. And someone online posted some of the most gorgeous double rainbow pictures I have ever seen. Especially since the rainbows were just up the street. Thank you for that too.
Today I saw a hummingbird, a hawk, a Dragonfly, a squirrel and a flock of vultures…all within the morning after you passed.
Not to mention the house was covered in centipedes outside..which meant they were a symbol to ward off negative energy.
This evening…Gator is using your bed…the bed that you last slept in too. He’s with one of your favorite plush toys too…the moose..
He knows his jealousy got a bit out of control…but is still grieving too. He does miss you.
He enjoyed having a housemate for the first 2 years of his adoption to his forever home.
We miss you, Kona. And we hope you’re enjoying chasing squirrels and eating your favorite 3 Cs for food - Chicken, Carotts and Cheese.
I’m glad I was able to give you your favorite meal as your last…even though at that time yesterday…I wasn’t expecting it to be…and was hoping to be able to continue to give you your favorite meal - Chicken.
Even though I’m still in tears wrapping up this post…my heart is still heavy tonight.
Thank you for being with us for 10 years, Kona…
I hope the rainbow bridge is treating you well and you’re happy…and healthy..
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