Here i survived....wrapped in the warm love he so desperately whant to give me...that i can not refuse...
getting my ears filled up, by the sweet voices and whispers of the ones near me, people that like to call out my name so loud...despite feeling their lungs burn in to my heat....

..then why i still fell so damn cold?...why even the hottest flame i produce cant warm me up anymore?....
im just getting really tired, of feeling freezing cold in the burning ashes of my self....


Laughing in silence ...cuz at this point.... like Balto.... i only know what i am not...

just tired...just whant to feel the heat...