it's actually gut wreching to be something like artist when there always people that can do better it's so hard to start realizing that maybe you're not really good at things you loved all your life and not be able to make scary enough or sexy enough or sad enough or pretty enough or just sublimate your feeling and thoughts in art, to create something yours, because you have no idea how people do this. maybe i will never do something great that will change people's life, but maybe that's okay. maybe i should keep working in call-center while ai makes art shit for me instead of getting ai in call-center while i do art shit.