Well, I just lost a lot of friends. I accidentally kept misgendering them and they decided to push me away as a result. I hate myself. I want to cry, but I can't, I don't deserve to. I don't really get how it works because I'm the only actual male person in my friend group, if you get what I mean (most of them are female or trans males). I need a friend to talk to. I hate myself. Bye.