I don't know what to say exactly, but they are just negative feelings, I don't know if it's anger, hatred, sadness, but somehow it's a negative feeling that I felt during the period when my cat disappeared a while ago, but his disappearance was the fault of the actions of the people around me. What happened was that many of these people had already hit him, and he didn't feel safe or comfortable in his own home. Before I found out what they had done to him, I felt helpless for a long time, that I wasn't good enough, that I hadn't done enough for him, and that he disappeared because of me, because I wasn't good enough and capable of taking care of him. But after I found out that it was other people who did this to him, I started to feel anger and hatred towards almost all of my neighbors. I became less sociable and didn't want to talk to anyone, not even my family, for a long time because I didn't know who to trust or who I could talk to without fear. I felt very trapped and unable to do anything. After a few years, I started to recover and also began looking back at some photos with my cat, and that's when I started to feel better just knowing that I was the only one who didn't do anything bad to him, I was just trying to make things better and he did the same for me.


But I started feeling the same negative feelings again, only this time because of another situation, which I feel is more delicate, involving my sister and her dog.

The situation is as follows: she adopted a dog with her friend, but we didn't expect it to be such a large breed, and we only found out what breed it was after about five months with it. Its breed is Tosa Inu, and if you stop to do a little research, you'll see that it's not a small breed and it's not common to see this type of dog where I live. After that time

The situation is as follows: she adopted a dog with her friend, but we didn't expect it to be such a large breed, and we only found out what breed it was after about five months with him. His breed is Tosa Inu, and if you stop to do a little research, you'll see that it's not a small breed and it's not common to see this type of dog where I live. After that time with him, it was nothing but happiness and joy, but it's not always like that. and it happened that one day when she was walking him on the street, someone hit him, but at the time he was just a puppy and he kind of took it as a joke, but this happened more and more often. drunk people hit him, and other dogs attacked me and my sister when we were walking him. These events caused him to become extremely aggressive toward any dog or person he didn't recognize, both on the street and at home. It got so bad that he attacked me once because he thought I was hitting my sister, but we were just hugging after I hadn't seen her for a long time. I spent a lot of time with him and didn't understand why he did that at the time.

After that time, he started to be much friendlier with me, like when he was a puppy. Today he is one year and one month old and lives with us.

The point is that many of my sister's neighbors know us and the dog, but he can't stand to see me and her talking to anyone else. He gets out of control and wants to attack these people, and he ends up getting very stressed because of this and the environment. Now that he's behaving like this, we can't leave him in the yard because of these people who pass by and provoke him, not to mention the dogs that pass by too. Every time we go out with him, we have to put a muzzle on him. This makes me very sad, but there's no way he can go out without trying to attack someone. For his own good and the good of the people around us, he has to wear it.

And now I feel the same way I did when my cat disappeared, and it's more fear that the dog will die, but how? From stress, or if someone reports us for supposedly having a dog that is too dangerous to live in society, and my girlfriend already told me that someone threatened to report her and her dog, and I really don't want that to happen, and because of that, I feel that the same thing will happen again because of other people's actions.

Now she and I are trying to save up a certain amount of money to pay for a trainer for her dog, but it seems like an impossible task. I'm currently working, but I don't have enough money to pay for it, and she's also in a very delicate situation, so I end up feeling unable to help her, but I'm really trying. No matter what I try, it seems like this feeling always comes back, and it makes me feel like giving up.

Now she and I are trying to save up a certain amount of money to pay for a trainer for her dog, but it seems like an impossible task. I'm currently working,

Now she and I are trying to save up a certain amount of money to pay for a trainer for her dog, but it seems like an impossible task. I'm currently working, but I don't have enough money to pay for it, and she's also in a very delicate situation, so I end up feeling unable to help her, but I'm really trying. No matter what I do, it seems like this feeling always comes back...

But this time, I won't let the same thing that happened years ago happen again.