Its.. Not often I post content like this. But I was feeling so confident yesterday. This is more of an update/ personal thing. If you want to skip the rant you can! But I just wanted to say I was feeling confident for once in a long ass time. Enjoyed some time going out for my birthday since I was working on it. This is the outfit I bought for myself for the occasion, I normally don't buy myself nice things but, really digging this style. ( all but the mask, I bought that years ago)

Warning; Rant incoming--

I've been working the past 2 months. Mostly sleep, work, sleep. Late nights from 11 to 7 am; Work stress never was this intense for me, but good news i'm moving departments to escape the intensity of it. I've been rapidly losing weight due to it and as much as I wanted to drop a few pounds, I don't want to be that tiny. but over the past few years of my journey to regaining myself i'm back to 160. Never thought i'd be here again this soon, on my birthday no less. But, When I went out it was really nice to feel alive again, despite the lack of sleep and exhaustion from just working. I felt a bit more energy then my usual sluggish and lonely days. Being able to just exist and enjoy life a little again. None of this is that important but, I just wanted to get out that, damn it feels good. And It has been a hot minute since I felt anything more then crippling depression.

Anyways, do not mind my mini rant and photos. Confidence was never really my strong suit but I never want to lose this feeling.