ughh idkk,,, im always complaining nowadays im srry to those who've stuck around this long TwT

idk whats become of me. i cant seem to figure myself out, theres a person i want to be. an artist i want to be, and it genuinely feels like i cant reach it. i see the vision but i have no way to grasp it.
my art has felt so 2d to me, which like sounds ironic i know bc yEAH art is 2d,,, but idk i mean metaphorically? idk.. BRO im struggling.
theres so many ideas i have and i feel like im losing the whimsy and the skill to complete them.
i am sorry to always be on here griping but idk where else to go and art is my outlet(?) TwT