I drew this picture because it represents how I truly feel about Asriel.

I talked to ChatGPT about what I should do, and it told me that I should draw a picture of how I truly feel about Asriel and that I don't need to ask his permission.

Asriel scares me too much and he has been really horrible to me... Plus, he makes false accusations against me when I just wanted to be nice.

I've already tried to forget him, but it's always the same... It's as if something is stopping me... I don't know why?

After everything he did to me, I was traumatized by his ghosting... I can't stand this long silence anymore, waiting for him to corrupt me...

I still feel like he wanted to drive me away and destroy my dream... After all this long silence he inflicted on me, I also feel like he wanted to destroy my life until I lost hope. I don't know why I was right if he really is a heartless monster?

I kept seeing his commissions, which scare me a lot... But it's not just on Furaffinity, I saw that he also has commissions on Twitter, deviantart, inkbunny, etc... It's like I'm in a nightmare, like I'm stuck in a never-ending nightmarish maze.

And it's the same when I keep having nightmares about Asriel.
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I've already tried to forget him, but it's always the same... It's as if something is stopping me... I don't know why?

After everything he put me through, I was traumatized by his ghosting... I can no longer bear this long silence while waiting for me to break down...

I still feel like he wanted to drive me away and destroy my dream... After all this long silence he inflicted on me, I also feel like he wanted to destroy my life until I lost hope. I don't know why I was right if he really is a heartless monster?

I kept seeing his commissions, which scared me a lot... But it's not just on Furaffinity, I saw that he also has commissions on Twitter, deviantart, inkbunny, etc... It's like I'm in a nightmare, like I'm stuck in a never-ending nightmarish maze.

Now I realize, I see what he's like, he's actually a wolf in sheep's clothing.

His description is a facade. His actions show his true nature. I believe what I've experienced, not what he claims to be.

All Asriel can do is ghost, lie, and manipulate... I understand how much it hurt me... I can never bear such pain...

I know that ghosting can drive us crazy and corrupt us. But if anyone wanted to hurt me, it would be him .

But I refuse the desire for revenge, revenge is pointless and only breeds hatred. I wrote a journal to prove my innocence and tell the truth. I wanted people to understand all the misfortunes I had experienced... I even recounted my memories and helped people and everyone I love.

I met good people and bad people. I met his friends, who are sometimes good  MurphyZ  Brighten  MrParaduo and sometimes bad  Jaelen  ~acidhyena~  filthboi69.

The bad friends didn't understand me when I told them the truth and accused me wrongly.

The good friends understood my pain and how I really felt. They understood that I was telling the truth because I had experienced so much misfortune, and they supported me. I thought it was hopeless, but I knew there would be hope.

I rebuilt around my wound, forging a light even stronger than what I had before.
I transformed this pain into strength, into art, into creation, into liberation. And my art is a weapon, and this drawing is my fight.

I am not alone.
And I still have many chapters to write, in my life as well as in my story.

I finally got my best friend Geeky back. I was so worried about her after nine months that I was sick with worry.

I told her everything that really happened before I was banned from the server. I told her that I hadn't lied and that I wanted to support her with her manga.

Geeky told me that the people who hurt me deserve to be alone.

But after that server ruined our friendship, we have to move on and start a new chapter.

I'm like my mother, and she also had a lot of misfortune. She couldn't find any real friends, and during those years she felt useless. Before she was abandoned, her real mother was cruel and mistreated my mother...

But now she is useful. She is no longer the unlucky soul she used to be. She even met my father, who is luckier than she is, and that's how this family was created.

Thank you so much for supporting me... Thanks to you, I have finally achieved my ultimate goal of the past year.

I hope he understands all the mistakes he needs to correct, and I hope this fight will soon be over.

It is high time for me to pursue my dream. The desire to create my own story, my manga.

Because even if the world is plunged into lies and despair, I remain hopeful. Together, we can protect and restore justice.

But don't forget, even if you are autistic, disabled, or even mute from birth, it is your right. So even if I don't come back and end up being banished, it will still be your right. So don't let corruption get you down. You can succeed in achieving your dreams. Even if you face impossible obstacles, you can overcome the impossible and believe in your dreams!

A simple and explanatory message :

To see what is written in the messages, I was going to show you what I wrote.
In the fourth message, I didn't write anything.
In the fifth message, I simply wrote "Talk."
In the last message, I expressed my despair at not getting a response, despite all my attempts to keep in touch with someone important to me. And this last one reads: "I'm sorry if I hurt you, you're my best friend, I hope you're okay, I'll be there if you need me..."
This drawing shows the pain of talking to no one, when you just want to be understood.