
I wonder why i lose these dreams
My father was diagnosed with Lymphoma, which at his age is terminal. The hours by myself seemed like days. So i composed.
I dove deep into my soul and pulled what left of it out to help me. As i played and wrote, i broke down into tears and became silent until the tears stopped and i wrote on. This went on for days until i came to a stopping point. At the end of my piece I smiled. First time in months I had a glimpse of happiness.
What I have for you today is the culmination of my emotions. Sorrow, hate, grief, pleading, envy, happiness, and then hope. I hope everyone enjoys this piece. For now I am enjoying the sunset and sunrise and trying hard to find inspiration again.
Thank you everyone for the continued support and views/watches!
I dove deep into my soul and pulled what left of it out to help me. As i played and wrote, i broke down into tears and became silent until the tears stopped and i wrote on. This went on for days until i came to a stopping point. At the end of my piece I smiled. First time in months I had a glimpse of happiness.
What I have for you today is the culmination of my emotions. Sorrow, hate, grief, pleading, envy, happiness, and then hope. I hope everyone enjoys this piece. For now I am enjoying the sunset and sunrise and trying hard to find inspiration again.
Thank you everyone for the continued support and views/watches!
Category Music / Classical
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 115 x 120px
File Size 3.26 MB
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