I been feeling depressed and lonely and I feel like my life sucks and feeling my drawings aren't good and I have struggled with ideas and don't know if they like it or not

But not only that
It's just being at home alot 24/7 it's just nothing to do much I haven't have a call from my boss for months now and I have been trying to do something but didn't I been lazy and bored and lost

I want to do my ideas and I know everyone is waiting their requests and I'm sorry I haven't done them but starting now I'm gonna try

Until new years eve I mean I am gonna be home alot but it's ok I mean I don't have money and I don't have friends to really hang out with usually I do hang with my family but they're busy and so dose my grandparents

I missed my high school
I don't know what to do what I want to do i do want to be successful and make my idea dreams come true

I'll do my best on them as I can

I really hope something good would happen and maybe i can try to do my ideas without anything that would stop me and would try to spend time on my project more often


And please give me time i am kinda slow I used to draw alot back then but well I'm always just thinking of what people don't or do like these days

I miss 2019 it was a really good year a start of something good that will give me something to do