Hey everyone. Long time no hear, huh.

So wanted to do a little update on things. I dreaded writing this for a past few days. The drawing, exercising, general motivation and mood were a total garbage this last few months.
I tried forcing some discipline on myself this last week, getting to draw at least some sketch every day and started doing light exercise again.

Also I keep getting favs of the stella tf comic for which I am grateful and that gave me the push to try and draw something again. With how it's going, I considered not posting anything at all, but in the end I felt that would be unfair to these ppl and ppl who gave me a watch here and follow over tumblr.

Frankly it is not going good. I am very unhappy with how the sketches are turning out and changes i tried to do did nothing to how inconsistent and bad looking they were.

Until today when for the first time I did a sketch that I consider looking half decent. So maybe that will give a few days of motivation to try and replicate it. Things are still not looking good, but maybe there is something to polish in this turd of me.

The sketches on the left are from around may- where i tried to do more study on how i wanted to Stolas and Stellas faces to look. I did not like how I drew them and how inconsistent in the comic they were, so i tried to get them more structured. Back then I nailed Stolas quite fast. But getting Stellas 3/4 view did not go well. That is what i tried to pick up form this week. And as you can see the results are disappointing. Any but the last sketch of this dump would not get more than 3/10 from me. The last one is at least decent at 5 or 6/10, so that is something I'll try to work from.

I don't want to rant much longer, so that will be all form me for now. Dunno if anyone cares, but I'll try to do something more and get something to post. I really hope I will.

I wish everything best for all of You. If you only hang on, that is good enough for now. As long as we do there is yet some hope for the better to come.