Map of the Coal Peninsula

TRANSCRIPT

Lily here again. I think today is December 7th?

Its getting hard to track the days. I've drowned myself so much into all this data that I had very little time to myself. Now we are back on the road again with nothing but Clover and my thoughts.

I don't know what I am getting myself into here. We are a few days away from encountering this convoy that I don't want to face, nor am I prepared to. Clover insists this is the best way to help these people, but can I really go through with this?

The damage and pain STEEL has caused, I know it well. I still see Jared in my dreams. I still feel the anger I felt after his passing, and what I did because of it.

I want to help these people, yes. But do I have it in me? Will I have to fall back into that anger again?

I don't know, but I am afraid of the person I would become if I let this anger get to me. Become me.

I was so happy back at the Well. A home, a purpose, a father, and my sister. Its all gone, save for Clover.

I'm not trying to sound rude or judgemental, but Clover never really had those things I had. I know she is trying to help, but can I really say she understands what I am going through? Why I don't want to give in to this? All she has ever known was fighting.

I'm sorry Clover, but I don't know if I can do this.

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