Okay, so I may have mentioned that I cried when I was watching Matt Ebel's concert at Megaplex. The song "I Will Wait For You" hit me really hard. The thing is, I wasn't thinking of any romantic relationship I had gone through or stuff like that. All I could think about was
For those who don't know, and I have been best friends since we were about six or seven. She was the first person who ever really saw past the hyper, neurotic, twit that I was at that age. She didn't care that I was clingy or that I never shut up. She didn't take advantage of how trusting I was, or try to hurt me like everyone else. She gave me what I desperately needed, unconditional friendship. gave me the confidence to make new friends and started to draw with me almost every day. We were inseparable. I never thought I'd see the day that we would be forced apart.
When I was about to start the eighth grade my Mom and Dad were on the final straw. After they separated, I went to live with Mom in a rental house, thinking that they just needed some time and we would go back to our house that was being built. and I still saw each other, and she kept me strong through this horrible time in my life. She was the support that never broke. I could always call or visit her when I needed to talk to someone about my life. I got up later that week to my Mom telling me to pack. We were moving.
When I got my stuff, I asked if the house was finished, and Mom said, "No. Your Dad threatened to hurt me and got in trouble with the cops. I'm going to have you and your brother move down to Florida so your Grandma can watch you while the divorce is finalized." I said okay, when are we gonna move back to Maryland? "We aren't. We're staying in Florida permanently."
I could hardly pick up the phone I was so upset. I had to call my best friend, and tell her that I wasn't going to be sleeping over anymore. I had to leave. I had no idea if I'd ever see her again. My world crashed in around me. I needed her. She was everything I wasn't, the yin to my yang. I don't even remember if I got to see her before I had to move.
and I are still as close as ever. Even if we're thousands of miles apart. But here in Florida, I really don't have that many friends that I can pour my soul out to. In Savannah, the fur group is an amazing support, but it's hard knowing the one person I want to see the most is in Pennsylvania.

I miss you so much girly. Call me when you have the time.