not exactly what I want.. but I'll take it.

to give a bit of context, I broke up with my last relationship 2 years ago, and it messed me up. I thought I could never fall in love again, but then @Volboo2, this quirky guy with a lion sona came and hit me like a truck.

He's a big fan of my art, he showed me his fanfiction that he wrote about my OCs, we met IRL, we started talking everyday, we became close friends. since I am much older than him, he looks up to me as his "big sister" figure (hence the "Kakak", it means older sibling in my language) and clings on me like an annoying little brother.

...and few months later, I realize I have a crush for him.

the problem is.. he is gay. and I'm a girl. so it will never work.😅 like I said he only sees me as a big sister. He knows I like him, and yet he's still being very nice and affectionate to me. even often teasing me about it, which doesn't help my case at all lol :')

so yeaah. what a weird situation I'm in right now. but although we can't date, I'm just happy to have someone like him brighten my day everyday. it keeps the loneliness away.

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