I think it’s time I told y’all the news that I received last week, especially the fact that 2025 is coming to a close as we’re about to enter 2026…

So, last Monday, my Mom came into my room. At first, I thought I was in trouble or something. However, that wasn’t it. My Mom gave me the tragic news: my Nana passed away. No lie, I was…startled. I was shocked. It’s like a bullet was shot through my heart. In just a few seconds, I suddenly broke down. My Nana meant so much to me, and I can’t believe that she’s really gone. Especially when we were gonna have a Christmas Get-Together. Ever since Nana told me on December 21st that we’re gonna meet together on Christmas Day, it felt like those were her last words.

Losing my Nana felt like I lost my Grandmother all over again - they both mean so much to me; they’re the ones I always talk to whenever I feel down, stressed, or concerned. I felt hopeless for two days last week. However, after going to a party at my job, and receiving texts from my fam checking up on me, I was starting to feel somewhat a bit better. It was good knowing that I’m not really alone, and that there are those who do care for me.

My Nana always tells me like what my Grandma be telling me all the time - “think positive thoughts”, “enjoy life”, “don’t worry about things you have no control over”, but most of all…”treat others the way you want to be treated”. Even though my Nana is gone, she’s still there. Watching me from above, alongside my Grandma, Granddad, my best friend Mr. Gary, and also her husband, Popsi.

Thank you, Nana. Thanks for being there for me. If it weren’t for your guidance, I wouldn’t be the man that I am today. I promise I’ll keep my head up, and live my life to the fullest. Love you always. ❤️