This is a video screenshot of me dressed up and getting ready to have my photos taken professionally underwater. Which is something that I really want to do again someday, and also have my pictures taken professionally in a completely different setting such as a junkyard for example, and have it look post apocalyptic type of way. I had my photos taken underwater in someone's pool back in 2016. What I was wearing was pretty cringey to me personally looking back now on the concept behind what I wore. I wore a black formal suit with black studded goggles and one black formal shoe and one women's shoe with the heel removed and covered with faux snake skin patterned duct tape. And I didn't have black lipstick and so I used black eyeshadow on my lips. I was going for an androgynous look that is very busted, which is why I hope to do something much better someday. Especially since I have so many better ideas now in my life as not only an artist but a visual artist as well. This was 2016 and I graduated hell, I mean high school the next year, even though I was supposed to graduate earlier than that if I wouldn't have been held back twice when I was younger because of my rage and behavior issues, that didn't seem to change much by high school and I was fucking over school and constantly being mistreated and bullied for everything that has made me different. The fucking school threatened to hold me back a third time or even send me to juvenile hall and I really wanted to drop out and quit or be home schooled. I was fucking done with constantly being tormented by ignorant redneck kids with no sympathy and understanding for those who are clearly not like them such as myself. But anyways, I got off topic but I feel like telling more of my truth from my past because why the fuck not. I have always been different, I have always been creative and I have always been an acquired taste for people who reject me and gatekeep me and don't fucking understand me.