"Y'know... I can't help but stare at the sky, full of brighful and colorful stars that shine brighter than anyone...
... They go into adventures together in the far vast of space with the other stars...
... I really wish I could be like them... to be able to go with them too... but here we are... so far behind...
... so far behind submerged in the shadows, would I one day be like them? Only time can tell... maybe... I hope so..."

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Sometimes I feel like no matter what I do I stay behind, forgotten or abandoned, I feel like my presence it's not always remembered no matter how much they told me "You're important to me!". And whenever they try to give me a reason to believe in those words, I end up getting my hopes up only to met with disappointment and frustration. And thus the cicle continues, as I only stare at these so bright stars doing their thing and I only stay behind just saying... "Do your best!" with my best smile hiding the pain and tears.

I can't do things like this forever though, I want to get better, I want to become a better version of me, only staying behind staring it wouldn't let me grow much. So I have to stand up and move forwards... I don't want to stay behind them for eternity...

Happy Birthday to me...